Some sins
Birth was my first sin, be here,
to cry, with my scream silence tear...
Life was my second sin, just live,
mock this world, my opinions give...
Love was my third sin, to care,
just worship hym, how did I dare...
Questioning was my fourth sin, raise doubt,
my mind use, see no reasons when look out...
Rebellion was my fifth sin, my own rules make,
refuse to obey, not orders from others to take...
Arrogance is my sixth sin, to my own sins list,
to think I know, believe my own sins see in life's mist...
I will still have many sins, my own pride I will fall,
I will regret most, hope redemption before death call...
Death will be my last sin, to surrender and die,
just release my life, to darkness and oblivion fly...
yeahh . im a fcukin sinner ; so whurt ?
- ``aMElia .
..heyluhhs.
thish morn` i almost could`nt gettup mayyn. so freakin tired. cos` yesterdayy nyte i chatted wit Zaim on e fone ferr sooo long .we went on & on fer hrs. WHEEES ;DD
hee. i teman hym finish up his hmwrk yg berlmbk tu. dhenn he had tuh iron his army uniform fer NCC. kwang3.we finished chitchattin at 12 exactly.
i was lyke so sleepy,cuz i`ve been havin layte nytes this past few dayys.hahaks.
and i bet he was too! he just dint wanna admit it.HA!
his voice is sooo tha freakeeeng kyute.it makes my heart melt lyke butter on a hot pan. 0h, ohh. i loike.((=
dhen yeshterdayy i went outt wit tha ghurrls , ika,mai . &&& AZREENA !
yey! gereks mayyn.we went tuh tamp. ate at KFC.
afturh dhat we went tuh take neoprints .
theyre preettayye. hees.
walked ard,dhen we went uhp tuh open plaza dhenn we met azreena`s 2 guy fwens .
theyre frem tamp sec. one of em` was tha guy dhatt raikha just started chattin wit tha dayy b4.
his fwen`s kyute. hehe . he looks lyke khairul 1T! seyy . hahaks .
they followed us ard whyle we were lookin fer sumtink azreena wanted tuh buy.
they were lyke so tha kecoh seyys . ahaxx.
they kept tryna trip her & pull her haiir and stuffs.
lols. tk baekk sehs. hahaks.
bt we dint mind those biols. cuz we are also biols,belos,sewels,slengers,tebiat. yearhs . u name it .
so dhenn we all took bus 8. those 2 guys went bak tuh their criib.
and so we went tuh petal garden ,tha place where tha swiings are .
so yeahhs . we played on tha swiings . WHOOSH . i lurvve wind in muh haiir .
YEEEEEEEHAKKS ((=
we dhenn walked thru tha park.. me & raikha were lyke so damnn noisy.hahaks .
we kept makin dumbass jokes and laffed lyke hyenas.
lols. mai & reen were so quiet. hehs.
we sat under a block near leman`s hse there.chitchatted.
dhenn it was gonna be 6 so we ciaoED.
we stopped by a shop & bought driinks ,dhenn we walked .
i went bak tuh muh criib fersht cuz it woz nearr tha park we went tuhh... and mai,ika & reen went tuh tha bustop.
i had so much funn siaaa . hees . gereks urh.. nxt tyme wanna go outt ngn reen again. YIPPEEE ((:
so dhenn thish morn` when i went tuh tha bustop, -amalina & me reached at tha same tyme . haha.
we were walking inside tuhh tha parade square.. those byatches were in front of us. wanted tuh tease dhemm abit.bt decidd nt tuh larh. cuz lata there`ll be otha peeps ard who will terase.. or tink im t0kin abt dhemm .ahaks .
0kaiis.. dhenn..afturhh i sat dwn at e bak.. amalina sat behind sufian . so it was lyke , ME/NICHOLAS/SUFIAN .
[[ tha seating arrangement]] .
Sufian was lyke pretending tuh tok tuh nicholas ,bt amalina was convinced he was really tryna look at me. i could see dhat too .
eeeek. no offence or whurtevhurr . tp .. sry sket arhs.. ive got betturh taste 0keyyh .
he even asked me outt tuh watch Pirates of tha carribean II .
Zaim also ajak meeee . and i`d SO rather go wit hym. hehe.
so tha dayy went quite aiite .
Mrs.Ong was so damnn irritating . argh. i dont really botha tuh listen tuh her crapp anymore arhs.
i hate dhat cursedBYATCH!
anyways . i had no more $$$ tuh buy any food fer recess cuz i paid fer tha neoprints yesterdayy.
tha rest promiised tuh pay be bakk. onli raikha dah bayar alek .
nehmind. during recess me n muh classmates walked pass pukinah.
i totally screamed mayyn when i made a comment abt her stealing hidayus` $50.
she gave me a look . -she wants tuh KILL me ,i noe . HA . HA . HA .
ohh. i felt SO gooood . heee .
afturrh skewl , me,ika n nana went bakk fersht. mai had npcc .
so when we were walkin behind raikha`s aHEmM , he & his grp of frens oviously stopped purposely,& tryna make it look as if they were goiin tha wrong wayy.
mayyn! that was preetayye dumb.
lols. anywayys. he was smylin, kinda waitin fer ika.
he saiid bye. ika smyled.
dhenn , "org kater bye kan!" -he saiid. HAHA.
she saiid bye and we were lyke laffin. he was smylin.. hahaks.
we took bus 21 frem tha bustop afturhh tha skewl one .
afturrh i reached muh criib i switched on tha comp.
hehhs .
&now im SO bored .
Zaim has NCC todayy. haiish. he`s comin bakk at ard 6,7 lyke dhatt .
klarrs . lata babes,bytches,faggots and niggaz outthere .
aite aite .
BYEEE !